#73

Fenbow, Phoebe and I went for a walk before and I told them about that rumor going around about Jared and I said that I hated him because of the way he's been acting and Phoebe was all like 'You don't hate him!' and I was like 'Yes I do!' but she is right. I could never hate him. I love him more than anything and anyone! He's so amazingly perfect and its killing me that I haven't met him yet. You will never understand how much I love him. Fenbow thinks i should be a lesbian because she doesn't want me to get hurt by a guy. It's too late. Jared's hurt me more than anyone and he doesn't even know it. I still love him though.

Oh, and I know I said that I was going to stop this on Jay's birthday but it's too much fun now. 8)

9-12-2008